
I have spent years looking for her
The version of me that wakes up (almost) everyday feeling alive, positive, vital, vibrant.
The one who doesn't need to do another course or another certification, or find another protocol. The one who isn’t constantly looking for the next thing that promises to finally make her feel whole or complete.
Over 20 plus years of exploring, I found pieces of her sitting with medicine keepers from Peru, they taught me things that no yoga teacher training ever went into. I found pieces of her in Egypt, buying essential oils as a schoolgirl before I understood why I was drawn to them. I found pieces of her on the mat, some other parts when studying how to eat to heal my inflamed body, parts when I learned how to access Akashic records, some when I studied Pyramid Of Light Healing and some in the moments with Goddess Isis, her mother Nut and the wild Sekhmet when sitting in mediatation with them. Receiving guidance in the work that I’m here with women to do.
But I never found all of her in one place. I had to build the place myself.
One of the things I’ve embedded is the ability to scan over all of the information or what my clients present to me and pull out the parts that will benefit them the most, the biggest lever pieces that will make everything domino down and give them most direct pathway to finding their own origin light.
That is what this has actually been. Not a business plan. Not a content cal. An exploration of my own origin light, the version of me that existed at the start of all time before every role I picked up along the way. Daughter, mother, founder, healer. Underneath all of it, there was a woman I kept catching glimpses of and kept trying to get back to.
I know I am not the only one doing this.
If you are a woman who has done the work, the therapy, the clean eating, the journaling, and you still feel a gap between how together you look and how lit up you actually feel, you already know what I am talking about. You are not broken. You are fragmented. There is a difference.
What does the most radiant version of you have that you do not have yet?
I have spent years asking myself that question. Now I am building something that helps other women ask it too, and actually find their way to an answer instead of circling it forever.
It is not finished yet. But it is close.
I will be sharing more soon.

